Abandoned

You abandoned me

When I needed you most

I stayed strong for you

Only for you

And you ABANDONED me

And you HURT me

And it was like you trampled all over

everything

everything

everything

I am frozen in this web

Paralyzed by the gruesome face

of the unfamiliar spider that crawls

towards me

Ready to feast on me

On my vulnerability

On my gullibility

On my trust

My love

and my heart

And when you need me

I hope that you'll remember

YOU ABANDONED ME

and now I want to abandon you

Want to leave you

To face the fucking spider

that wants to devour you

and everything you have

everything you own

and everything you ever knew

But I wont

Because I refuse to do that

Because I have been abandoned

And you better fucking remember that.